Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Ayer.....


BONJOUR..., I encounter so many emotions. I can't contain my hunger, this anticipation, this urge to devour all my desires. I am one of many words and ambitions, but I am in utter loss when I cannot decipher "why" the intriguing itch, that mystery and madness that has found me. Each day I walk further amongst this sea of slumber that I had not visited since many dreams ago. This familiar scent, the memory of yesterday. Awakening my recollection, making my body fuse with all the emotions I had left behind. I remember it quite vividly, I remember the scent of my bed, that morning, that smile, laying next to your nude, soft body, I remember the taste of your lips, devouring them. How did I get back into that particle of time, I wasn't there just now,. how?... I long for myself, a couple of pages ago. The vulnerability I possessed, the ability to differentiate a fantasy from reality. Feeling intact and alive. Tomorrow will be another dream, time to wake up. au revoir.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

TELEVATORS


How does one define an emotion. Is it by instinct, feeling, impulse, or is it just an idea? I often find myself in that paradox, is an emotion in fact something real, or is it just an empty idea in hope of something to fill our void. What is real, what is real? WHAT IS REAL? is it illusion....I'm restless, insane and young. All I want is to love, fuse, dance and to run free. Why is everyone afraid of themselves, render to your dreams and desires, LIVE out loud! Strip your thoughts down, magnify your ambitions, lose yourself to find yourself, everyone in this party is mad.